It's the dance we do...

falllingforever @ 2006-04-02T12:06:00

2006-04-02T10:07:47Z

Jack Bauer's calendar goes from March 31 to April 2nd, because no one fools Jack Bauer.

pictures again :)

2006-03-22T16:28:58Z

My usual peace picture. Even though I look like I'm about to punch someone.

Flower are starting to bloom again :)

We need a new lavender field, thanks to the dogs.

The proof that I can't put make-up on:

My brother is obsessed with his computer game.

Hey fatty!

Love the sun. ♥

Hahaha, my brother's lemon "tree".

And his Spanish project. It's kind of white, but it's a lot better than what I did two years ago.

Oh yes, I got my hair cut. I'm pissed because he cut half of my hair off, I never asked for it to be THIS short.

My favorite shoes ever, I have 5 pairs.

Because I know all of you adore that pose.

Favorites please?

as we dance in the moonlight...

2006-03-21T22:09:39Z

Tee-hee. I'm a loser.

[edit]: No, that picture does not mean I'm depressed. I was NOT crying, I smudged my make-up to have it look like that, life is actually pretty okay atm.

falllingforever @ 2006-01-17T16:33:00

2006-01-17T15:45:21Z

Is any of you a member of the Livejournal Secret community?
I can't find it anymore and I'd love to join..

falllingforever @ 2006-01-01T00:09:00

2005-12-31T23:09:36Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

falllingforever @ 2005-12-01T21:39:00

2005-12-01T20:42:25Z

Away for the weekend. I'll be at Floranne's house, so no internet.

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is.

Beauty. ♥

2005-11-16T10:50:00Z

Time-Tested Beauty Tips

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone...

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed and redeemed and redeemed and redeemed. Never throw out anybody. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm. As you grow older you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

- Sam Levenson

hiatus.

2005-10-22T00:14:56Z

Off to California. ♥

.faites que vos rêves dévorent votre vie et non que votre vie dévore vos rêves.

2005-10-16T16:40:11Z

Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever.

questions for every single one of you!

2005-10-11T20:11:36Z

What would you do if:

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. I started smoking:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I ran away from home:

8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:

WOULD YOU...
13. Be my friend?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

17. Keep in touch?

18. Try and solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?

HAVE YOU EVER...

21. Lied to make me feel better?

22. Wanted to kiss me?

23. Wanted to kill me?

24. Broke my heart?

25. Kept something important from me?

26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

::AND MORE::

27. Who are you?

28. Are we friends?

29. When and how did we meet?

30. Describe me in one word:

31. What was your first impression?

32. Do you still think that way about me now?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

35. How well do you know me?

36. When's the last time you saw me?

37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

postcards ♥

2005-09-28T12:58:26Z

I counted my postcards today. I have 229. I received them all in less than a year thanks to the wonderful people in postcard communities!

falllingforever @ 2005-09-06T14:04:00

2005-09-06T12:07:03Z

this is _emz

lisa wanted me to let you all know, that shes had a flood in her house and her internet will be down for a few days. she'll be back asap.

Because of you ♥

2005-08-06T22:18:27Z

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

falllingforever @ 2005-07-08T17:43:00

2005-07-08T08:44:26Z

I hope everyone who knows people in London/lives in London is okay <3
My condolences to everyone who lost a loved one.

falllingforever @ 2005-06-13T22:24:00

2005-06-13T20:25:06Z

you love me, but you don't know who i am.

falllingforever @ 2005-05-21T13:25:00

2005-05-21T11:26:22Z

sometimes a person is sent into your life,
just so that you can realize the depth of your feelings for another.

I get it now, thank you.
but I think secretly .. I knew it all along.

i want to save you.

2005-05-01T21:06:18Z

Standing on the edge of morning
Scent of sex and new found glory
Playing as she's pulling back her hair
She drives away
She's feeling worthless
Used again but nothing's different
She'd stay the night
But knows he doesn't care

Home by three to deafening quiet
The porch light's off
Guess they forgot it
she'd cry herself to sleep
But she don't dare
And she wants to be a model
She wants to hear she's beautiful
She's beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you

Dressed by dawn and out the door
No light
She memorized the floor
So she could leave without being detected
She works till three
It's uniform
She dreams that he'll come by the store
She prays for days
When boys mean she's protected
And she wants someone to see her
She needs to hear she's beautiful
She's beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you

And she won't sleep
She won't sleep
And she won't sleep
At all

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you

by loveablelarvae

2005-04-27T17:55:09Z

I've made myself a
Common Promise.
To raise my children differently than
I
Myself
Was raised.

1995
Tee-Ball
Dance classes
Piano lessons
Karate lessons
Perfect grades.

Stress.

More stress than any 9 year old should be asked to
Handle.

But that's our world today.
You gotta be your best.
Do your best.

To do your best, you must do everything.
To be your best, you must
Be
Everything.

Otherwise, you're
Nothing.

I
Was nothing.
And I was treated as such.

Loving parents tried to make me a winner
In society's scrutinizing eyes.
Peers let me know the contrary truth.

This stress, compounded two years over,
Made me nothing
But a shell of a child.

Echoing within me were voices I did not recognize.
Yelling at me to do things I could not comprehend.
Did not want to comprehend.

Day in and day out
The voices were the only constant companion I had.

Nothing I ever did in life was good enough for my parents,
Teachers, or
"friends".

So much stress and pain
On such a weak structure.

Nervous breakdown
At eleven years old.

In the depths of my personal darkness,
I found
Me.

I emerged into the light
On my own,
Completely alone,
Without even my mental companions.

For the first time in years,
I was
Free.

I had taken a personal journey many do not take until their
Soul-searching teenage years.
And I had done so at eleven years of age.

While this saved me the trouble of
"Finding Myself"
In my teenage years,
I would not wish the pain and personal anguish
I endured during those early years of my life
On anyone.

And this is my
Common Promise.

To raise my children not as my parents raised me.
To avoid letting my children reach the depth
That I reached at such a young age.

This
Common Promise
Of many.

Not to become my parents.
And not to let my children
Become me.

Desperate Housewives, again.

2005-04-24T11:00:47Z

Life is a journey. One that is much better traveled with a companion by our side, of course that companion can be just about anyone. A neighbor on the other side of the street, or the man on the other side of the bed. The companion can be a mother with good intentions, or a child who's up to no good. Still, despite our best intentions, some of us will lose our companions along the way, and then the journey becomes unbearable. You see, human beings are designed for many things, but loneliness isn't one of them.

In a place of darkness, a dream of light lives.

2005-04-22T20:50:32Z

The old order is trying to keep the curtains drawn, to keep out tomorrow. But a new day is dawning. The future is rushing in. Will you be there to meet it?

How can anyone presume to have power over another human being?

falllingforever @ 2005-04-07T00:56:00

2005-04-06T22:58:04Z

We all honor heroes. Sometimes for their caring, sometimes for their bravery, sometimes for their goodness. But mostly we honor heroes because at one point or another, we all dream of being rescued. But sometimes, if the right hero doesn't come along, we just have to rescue ourselves.

falllingforever @ 2005-03-30T15:09:00

2005-03-30T13:09:24Z

Though her scars from a lifetime of hurt and anger were visible, no one could truly see them. The only thing they saw was the kindness of her heart. She had this sense of genuine-happiness about her; everyone she touched, she really, truly touched. Her full-of-life attitude, which masked the underlying pain she had experienced, shone through her eyes and smile. She offered all she had to those around her and because of that, she was all the more beautiful.

falllingforever @ 2005-03-27T11:35:00

2005-03-27T09:35:59Z

Happy Easter everyone!

Friends cut

2005-02-18T19:18:33Z

Friends cut.

You have two weeks to comment on this. After that, I'm taking you off.

Photos that will never make the news.

2005-02-14T15:34:51Z

Pictures behind cut, because it really screwed up my layout.

http://www.veteranscava.org/photos_that_will_never_make_the.htm